Getting a much needed, and deserved, raise at work. 

I just want one thing to go right after everything I’ve gone through in the past two months. So much is riding on this raise.

That’s nice. My teacher wants us to study our old tests to prepare for our final, but she only handed back two of the four tests.

FUCKING COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.

Finding second job.

Finals for next two weeks.

Native American paper.

Payless drama.

Search for roommate and apartment.

Bills.

Getting time off to go to Missouri.

Not having BAH money next semester.

Having to pay out of pocket for school, on my own.

FUCKING STRESSED.

I’m exhausted. I need to visit home, all this is too much for me to handle on my own.

Stayed up to study for my test. I better pass.

Or I kill someone. jkjkjk

Today should be relaxing despite the amount of things I have to do. I’m glad I work early just to get it out of the way… though I have no doubt the girls I work with will try to give me their shifts. I usually take them, but I don’t have the time today. I don’t even want to be asked to stay late. 

Well anyway, I plan on getting a mass amount of studying/homework done while drinking coffee and taking bowl breaks. Coffee and bowls are what make the studying/homework bearable and interesting. 

I also have to do grocery shopping. I seriously want grapefruit. Really bad.

Yea, I think you’re cute. Then you ruin it by opening your mouth.

roannaimee:

Meet Roxanne my lez-bean lover ;) <3 fun night out with my best friend.

I love you!!!!

Life becomes a lot less disappointing when you expect nothing of it.

I had such high expectations when I was little, it’s rather heartbreaking. I almost feel like I was lied to. I had no idea I would have my heart ripped out of my chest by every boy I kissed. I didn’t know guys would take advantage of me on a monthly basis. I thought molestation and rape were just dirty words, I never dreamed of experiencing both. I never imagined my father cheating on my mother, but he has their entire marriage and I’m sure he will continue. I used to believe I was equal to men…. I had no idea it was truly a man’s world. Nobody told me life would be like this. I just assumed the fairy-tales were true.

I guess it’s good to go through so much shit. I’ve grown an incredible amount of thick skin.